Enough June 9, 2009
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There is only so much one can take before he has to decide if the whole thing is worth it.
I have come to that point. I had taken a stand. No more giving in. Its believe me or nothing now.
This is not a threat. This is the only way after I tried your path. I cannot admit to something I did not do, but I tried being contrite and accommodating. I put up with your remarks and insinuations, even as we agree to put things behind us and move on. I agree to all your requests/demands/conditions. I wanted to move on.
Well here we are. Maybe we will move on from this. Maybe we wouldn’t. All I can say is that come what may, the truth of what really happened cannot be changed. Time will tell.
On the way to Da Lat… April 12, 2009
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… I saw:
A six car pile up.
A herd of cows foraging next to a meat factory.
A bubble tea cafe. Taiwanese bubble tea cafe.
A leaking dam. Yes, a gushing leak.
Day 1: HCM April 11, 2009
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I hate this city.
Full of the memories and mistakes of a year past. Everywhere I walk, it dredged another memory of the last time here.
Tomorrow’s departure cannot come too soon.
:: dealing with it :: March 23, 2009
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I can’t remember the last time I felt this conflicted.
Without you, one night alone
Is like a year without you,
If you have a heart of stone
Without you, can’t stop the hurt inside
When love and hate collide
:: frustrations :: exasperations :: desperations :: September 9, 2008
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i just don’t know what to do or think anymore.
why do we quarrel like this?
why the need to be passive aggresive?
am i really getting on your nerves so much?
just tell me.
anger.
vexation.
and now, disappointment.
:: patton rules :: August 27, 2008
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After the upgrade to version 2.02 that is. The bloomberg app is insanely good.
Remember yesterday May 12, 2008
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Remember yesterday – walking hand in hand
Love letters in the sand – I remember you
Through the sleepless nights and every endless day
I’d wanna hear you say – I remember you
– I remember you, Skid Row
“You might have a chance in the future.”
Funny how one sentence can turn your life upside down again.
Random Stuff March 10, 2008
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Last night conversation was…… I’m not sure really. I don’t even know what I got upset about. Strange, how a “I can’t be bothered” can hurt one so much.
Too tired to think. Don’t think, breath in, out.
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In the bus on a rainy Sunday evening, the following realisation hit me.
1. The one that just did not work out
2. The one that was not meant to be.
3. The one that did not end well.
Wonder what would be the pitch for the next one.
Leap Years February 29, 2008
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29th Feb 2004:
Just ended a relationship
Looking for a job/internship
Seeing people around me getting attached
29th Feb 2008:
Ended chances of a relationship
Looking for a new job
Seeing people around me getting married
4 frakin’ years to reach the same place.
:: :: February 22, 2008
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I just found out an hour ago that she changed her relationship status on FB last night.
Not sure what I am feeling now. Not anger, not at her anyway. Him? If the timing seems right, I could be the one who came in suddenly and almost spoilt his chances.
It was not like the last time. No bitterness. Well, a tinge at the fates for toying with me yet again.
If there is a reason for this, I really cannot see it……
