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Backlight January 30, 2007

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21:00:43, Jan 29th 2007, SMU T-junction

Why oh why…… January 29, 2007

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So I met someone today.

And she was interesting. As in likes to travel, enjoys photography, studying in SMU (local exchange from NUS), smart (studied journalism in NP and sociology major in university), not too young, likes cooking (especially baking by all account on her blog), and most of all, has the most brautiful smile.

But.

She’s a Catholic.

Gah.

Edit: Now she has a boyfriend. Die……

One of those days January 25, 2007

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Woke up one time and yet arrived late at work. Through a series of bad decisions on the way to work. Plus the boss was there when I turned up after my supposed starting time.

The headache that plagued me for the rest of the day did not help. Made it hard to concentrate on work. Sleepiness reared its ugly head after lunch and wrecked any attempts to be productive. Did get some stuff done and email sent. But did not feel very happy with my performance.

Day 5 of ‘weaning’ January 8, 2007

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Well I had some, in the form of quasi-kopi and coke lite. But only in very moderate amounts over the last few days. Am pleased to announced that stomach is feeling much better already. However, with her around now, I fear that I may descend into yet another pursuit of the ultimate gourmet (or pretentious as we refer to it by now) cuppa.

Be strong.

03050346H0107 January 3, 2007

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Times like these where I need a listening ear for the thoughts that come unbidden to my mind.

I miss mine being able to sms you right now and getting a reply. Comfort, warmth, your messages contains these and more as you indulge my whimsiness and sheer craziness at such times.

I long for someone else with whom I could have this close a relationship again.  Someone who don’t question, doubt or mind, but give a part of themselves willingly, just because.

There may be someone else to take over, but I don’t know how or why or when.  Like how it was before it all went sour. I’m afraid it might go the same way as us. I pray it wouldn’t, that I would have the strength this time.

I’m glad that you’re happy now. It’s not something that I could have given you myself, so for that much at least I am thankful. But my heart stilll hurts a little each time I think of the what may have been and what could we be.